{"id":6154,"date":"2010-05-12T22:11:59","date_gmt":"2010-05-12T14:11:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/?p=6154"},"modified":"2010-05-15T00:26:06","modified_gmt":"2010-05-14T16:26:06","slug":"some-terrifying-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/2010\/05\/some-terrifying-thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"Some Terrifying Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/134.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6155\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/134.jpg?resize=133%2C135\" alt=\"\" width=\"133\" height=\"135\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/134.jpg?w=148&amp;ssl=1 148w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/05\/134.jpg?resize=96%2C96&amp;ssl=1 96w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 133px) 100vw, 133px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nI  lost a good idea&#8230;<br \/>\nIt just slipped my mind,<br \/>\nas suddenly as it  arrived.<\/p>\n<p>The very next thought&#8230;<br \/>\nthat it may never  return<br \/>\nterrifies me absolutely.<\/p>\n<p>The thoughts after this&#8230;<br \/>\nare even more terrifying<br \/>\nthat the previous&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>What if&#8230;<br \/>\nI  pine &#8216;endlessly&#8217; for a thought<br \/>\nthat isn&#8217;t there anymore&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>What  if&#8230;<br \/>\nthis happens<br \/>\non my deathbed?<\/p>\n<p>What if&#8230;<br \/>\nthis disturbs me so badly,<br \/>\nthat my last thought isn&#8217;t peaceful?<\/p>\n<p>What  if&#8230;<br \/>\nI become so upset<br \/>\nthat I have an ill rebirth?<\/p>\n<p>Even  if what lost was a good idea,<br \/>\nit will no longer be good.<br \/>\nMay I then just be mindful of Amituofo!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I lost a good idea&#8230; It just slipped my mind, as suddenly as it arrived. The very next thought&#8230; that&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[42,65,89,106],"class_list":["post-6154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mix","tag-amitabha-buddha","tag-death","tag-mindfulness","tag-rebirth","wpcat-1-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6154"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6154\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonpointer.com\/new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}